Final Entry
A Bittersweet Farewell
11.04.2012
On August 24th, 2011, I began my gap year in Ollantaytambo, Peru. And it wasn’t a smooth start by any means. I cried on the flight to Miami, panicked on the flight to Lima, and wept all the way to Cusco, where I was promptly greeted with an untimely case of altitude sickness. After depositing my breakfast in a trashcan somewhere outside of Urubamba, I arrived miserable in Ollantaytambo. I was thousands of miles from home, totally unprepared and completely uncertain of what I was about to experience.
There were days I thought about driving to the airport and just going home. There were days I dreamt of peanut butter and cable TV. But more than anything, there were days I thought about never leaving Peru. I can’t say I will miss the mystery meat, the cold showers, or the garbage man who rings his bell at 4:30 on Wednesday mornings, but I can say I will miss just about everything else: watching the sun coming up over the mountains, helping people who truly need it, speaking Spanish, learning about life and business and the way the world works – I will miss it all.
I came to Peru to do something different, to see something new. I wanted to get away from basketball and homework and find a life outside what was confortable and familiar. And I did. I met people from all over the world, I discovered new passions and interests, and I learned things I never dreamed I would learn.
After eight incredible months, I am saying goodbye. I am leaving with fewer bottles of sunscreen, more bug bites, and more memories than I can possibly fit into a blog or a photo album. In a way, I feel like I am graduating from high school all over again. I have been given my tools, my lessons, and my interests, and now it is time, once again, to find a new path to walk, a new life to live. I suppose the fundamental difference this time is that I do not feel as though I am being pushed out of the nest. This time, I am jumping off the edge with enthusiasm, hunger, and the knowledge that I am ready for whatever life throws my way. It is not easy to walk away from the things I love, but it is time to put what I have learned to use and move towards a new and exciting future.
I hope you all have enjoyed reading my profound thoughts and captivating tales. It has been a pleasure recounting them all to you.
Best,
Katie
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